first & last

yesterday was the first day i've felt overwhelmed over this whole situation and i'm not sure why. it wasn't an overly crazy day or anything major to stress over, maybe it was looking at the calendar and thinking of all the loose ends to tie up before we go that pushed me over the edge. at any rate, i'm moving with a heavy heart but i truly believe in every reason my life is moving to Boston. without a doubt.

a tremendous start to the week. I picked up the graphite & brush again and it feels more wonderful than it has in quite sometime. hooray!

a friend said to me today "you look ridiculously happy".. my smile beaming from ear to ear, the words almost brought a tear to my eye. for the first time in my life I can say that yes, I really am ridiculously happy.

and that, makes me soo happy.

welp.

the adventure begins & I want to take you with me.

in that book which is

my memory...

on the first page

this is the chapter when

I first met you

appear the words...

Here begins a new life.

:dante

la vita nuova.. cheers to Us.

real talk...

I beg you…to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don’t search for the answers, which could not be given you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without ever noticing it, live your way into the answer… - Rainer Maria Rilke

another one bites the dust...

The New Mr. and Mrs. Alex Barlage

October 4, 2008

...and this leaves me to join the ranks with the rest of the older unmarried siblings, we're a fun but sometimes too fun bunch.

congrats and i wish you many years of happiness!! mucho amor.

hmmm...

... i'm considering it.